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Name: Jess
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus said, "I have come that you might have life and have it abundantly." John 10:10
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  jess72083
Member Since:
2/4/2004
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| Yes, two entries in under a 24 hour time span- AMAZING! Well, this one is just to tell you that I have a new Xanga name. No more of this one. It's http://www.xanga.com/free_to_be_who_i_am Look me up there from now on! | | |
| Yeah, Padre, I know that entry was directed to me. And so does everyone else, thanks. If you want to know, my life doesn't live up to Biblical standards- DUH. We all knew that thanks. By the way, this is why I DO NOT come to your stinkin prayer groups and shit, duh. If I cared, I'd come. Yeah, I drink some booze. In fact, I got a smirnoff in my hand right now. It's yummy! Yeah, I just might be sleeping with someone. You wanna know who? Have the guts to ask me YOURSELF(maybe not in front of 7 other people). How 'bout you check out who else at the christopher house likes getting drunk at my house? Maybe then you wouldn't have as much to say to me. I'm done. By the way, I'd change my screen name, but it's just about as much of a waste of time as posting this to you. | | |
| Woa...long time no see! Well, I'm still alive! Life has
been interesting. I finally quit working at APD, which is
definitely a blessing. It was definitely too much stress that I
didn't need. I started waitressing at Kutztown Family Restaurant
and I LOVE it! The people I work with are great and everyone
works very well together. I'm also starting at Weis Tuesday night
stocking shelves. I'm excited about that too. Life seems to
be coming back together bit by bit. I definitely don't have it
all figured out, but I'm trying to trust God.
I have some serious guy problems right now that I don't seem to know
how to fix. I want to choose whatever is best for me, but I can't
seem to figure out what that is.
Anyways, if you all have any inquiries as to the way I'm living- please
ask ME. We've been through already how hurtful gossip is., and I
shouldn't have to explain it to ya'll. My life is exactly that-
MY life. If I tell you something it is because I wanted you to
know, and if I didn't tell you, then BUTT OUT. If I want to tell
who I'm having sex with or whatever then I would. But I don't, so
please let it go. I'm going to stop talking to you people all
together if you don't just quit judging me and telling everyone what's
going on in my life. If you want to know- ask. Heck, maybe
the next Xanga entry will be devoted to questions you're just dying to
know. If you want to know all of my dirt, hit me up with 'em in
my comments section and i'll be glad to tell you everything you don't
need to know.
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| I've been learning something pretty important. God's love isn't about me. God's love is about Him. Because God is love. And His love is the only perfect love there will ever be. His perfect love doesn't rely on whether I do a good job or not- he loves me unconditionally. Whether I follow His will completely, or whether I mess up over and over- His love for me will never change. It's a hard concept to grasp, because I'm human, and so imperfect. I have so much trouble loving unconditionally, yet God always loves unconditionally.
Anyways, here's some lyrics to a great song, sent to me by my best friend. It made me cry when I listened to it yesterday. Sometimes I just need to know that someone will always be there, whether I listen or not. God will always be there.
Avalon "Never Givin' Up"
"You tell me that you think that your too far from Heaven
Think your out of reach from these arms of love
Why would someone stick around
After all the things you've done
Remember I'm the King of the broken hearted
I've always been a friend to the wounded soul
Yes I've walked this world I know
Just how deep the pain can go, Oh yeah
I will always love you can't you see
Well just look into my eyes and believe
When the sky opens up to rain on you
I'll be there with open arms to cover you
Don't give up now
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
Never givin' up on you
You don't need to fear I won't ever leave you
I have been beside you all this time
Through your silence and your tears
You've always been a child of Mine
There's a new day dawning you will see
Well just open up your heart and believe
When the sky opens up to rain on you
I'll be there with open arms to cover you
Don't give up now
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
Never givin' up on you
There's a new day dawning you will see
Well just open up your heart and believe
( Open up, open up and believe)
When the sky opens up to rain on you
I'll be there with open arms to cover you
Don't give up now
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
Never givin' up on you" | | |
| Thanks everyone! I love you all so much! Less than 2 weeks and I'll see all of your smiling faces again!
Praise God! Yay! I was going to go job hunting today. $7 and hour isn't going to pay for my tuition! But last night at work I was talking with Yvonne about my future job hunt, because I want to be waitressing instead. Saima decided to almost completely switch hours with me so that she will be hostessing and I will be waitressing! How awesome is that!!??! It's so perfect because now I do not have to start somewhere new. So praise God for that! It was a HUGE answer to prayer!
Also, please please please pray for Saima. She went and got married because she's pregnant. Please pray for her and the baby's health, and that Saima starts taking better care of herself- especially for the baby's sake!
Also, I have a prayer request for myself. I'm trying to quit smoking. I went from smoking a pack and a half a day to 5 cigarettes a day. So please pray that God gives me the strength to quit!
Thanks so much you guys...for everything. Love you lots! :) | | |
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